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Thursday, May 27, 2010

NO......!!!

This ain't the first time!What happen?
I studied the wrong subject!!!!!!!Instead of studying Chemistry..I studied Bio...
Arghhh....How embarassing!I cried during morning assembly...Alamak!So many people looked at me!!!!
I wasn't ready to go for this chemistry exam....ARGHHHH@!!!!

Next would,another three more papers and mid year exams is finish.Weeeee.....
But,but....ADD MATHS!!
My brother say if I don't score 80 and above for this paper ..he will make me suffer....!!!!Oh shit...!
Help me......
I...I...

Love.
Ting.

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Sunday, May 16, 2010

All I want is .....

Dear bloggie,

Guess what happen today?During assembly,my friend,Pearly said:'Look at the board!Tomorrow would be 199 days.' I looked at board and started to have mix feelings.I don't know should I be happy because my high school life will end soon OR should I feel sad because I suck in most subjects and I can only hope to get Good results.(at least 5 A's??) and I don't have much time left?

We are left we 200 days which includes today.Everytime I want to study there is always excuses from myself to avoid studying.I would sleep sleep and sleep for HOURS and when I wake up I'm always left we not much time.What ways more could I find to motivate myself to study?Teach me...I always tell myself,NEVER GIVE UP...but then I always do.I want to suprise my family with excellent results but everytime it is always dissapointment which always end up with scolding,lectures....

Sometimes,I feel the pressure and always feel like giving up...Its so hard for me now.I'm afraid I don't have time,I'm so stubborn,I refuse going for other tuitions even though my mum always ask me to if I was really facing problem or even ask my brothers.BUT I REFUSE TO,I hate asking my brother questions.They will get angry teaching me,and then I will show them faces and hate them .

Banging my head on the wall wouldn't help,Killing myself wouldn't help too right?So,What should I do?Sometimes,when I really do study for some subjects and when my results are bad,I would feel dissapointed and will eventually give up.I give up easily,I don't have confidence.Everybody is scolding me cause I do not have confidence.I feel like shit,I feel like any other junk.

My family has high hopes on me,I want to prove to them but I can't.I couldn't prove it to them and myself.Did I really choose the wrong thing,should I have listen to my brother when he told me so?

CONFUSE is the only word.

Love.
Ting.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

So much yet so little.

*Fuhh.....*

I've got so much thing I want to tell but I'm runnig out of time.

Last week's events:

-Pearly's birthday
-Playing in school( as usual)
-Did some add maths practice!
-Finish sivik project
-Went out with family for dinner.Pride of India!Sedappp betul!
-Did not feel well,Shout and shout when watching Thomas Cup

This week's event:
-homework
-Practice
-homework
-practice
-exam
-exam
..........

This is just summary of everything.The real one would be super long....So I made it short.=]

"MY LIFE WOULD SUCK WITHOUT YOU" is stuck in my head.Singing non stop.

MISS WONG KA LYE,IF YOU ARE READING THIS,I JUST WANT TO TELL YOU,I WON'T STOP SINGING!TILL I FIND ANOTHER SONG.ILY!
but currently you can choose,
-my life would suck without you
-please don't stop the music
-can i have this dance
OR
-falling for you

Love.
Ting.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Chee Kuan 'doing' homework ...(tipu)

Jahat!

I do!xD

ahahaha...

Love u!

Jahat betul...

aint he pretty!

Curry-Puff!

Cantik kan?

Sexyyy

The star!=PP

(she is probably going to kill me)

Harlo ppl

Wednesday, May 05, 2010

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Bastards.

Why some guys are such a bastard?
Why am I talking so rudely ?This is because people are just so annoying.

I hate you,don't show off in front of me!And YES!I know I suck in some ways,but you suck more.You,on the other hand,you don't care about people's feeling and you just make people feel sad.I hate it when you actually said that sentence.Go bang the wall!FYI,You are not a GOOD friend!Lousy person,you always tell people not to make you angry when you are in a bad mood,but when others is not in a good mood and tell you to back off,you still continue disturbing!I really hate your attitude!and you always take things from me without asking!
I OFFICIALLY HATE YOU BASTARD!

Yes,yes ,yes!I like criticizing others.Although sometimes,I'm wrong,but USUALLY I'm right about the person.I hate whoever I like,I tease whoever I like,I scold whoever I like and still it is none of your business!But still,I know why I criticize other,there is always reasons why I hate the person.So don't you try to teach me what to do!

****

Ok,I feel much better after saying it ,I feel much better!I wish I've got super powers so I can rule the world!=X Believe me,it will be full of childish people.=] maybe I can't make them shrink,so I will be the word's tallest person xD hahaha...Imagine me being the tallest person...ahahaha..even yao ming will be shorter than me!and If I could make human being shrink,the first person will be my brother ;)

Ok,my childish level has gone up to 89% which is not really good!If you see me acting like a baby,please don't think I'm acting cute purposely.I just wanted to be a baby!I get hyper everytime!In school,that is not really childish,if you get to see me at home,its double!I keep disturbing my mum when she's home to carry me from one place to another but she refuses because she says I'm fat and she has no strength to carry a BIG BABY!^^

Time to go.

Love.

Ting.

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Thursday, April 1, 2010

The past.

Its over,its over,its over!
Been telling myself this for so long but the memories just keep haunting me!
I just can't erase those bad memories out from my head!I hate it,I really do.
I have to get over with it and move on with my life.

Anyway,listened to a song recently and I find it soothing.I like it ^^
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUTh0TT-sk4
Go listen.Tell me what you think about it.

Well,so moody!I don't know what happened,but I feel like shouting out loud and tell everybody to just give me some peace.Peace,peace,peace.Stop bugging me with every single thing,its annoying.

I NEED REST,I NEED PEACE!

Nowadays,everybody is facing problems,one after another.Me too and it sucks!=/

Its April Fool's Day.

I got pranked by my annoying ,miang,good listener but still miang friend,Yit How.He called me 6 am in the morning,I was still having sweet dreams,dreaming bout my PRINCE and then Evil YIT HOW called me.My phone was vibrating and I woke up and wanted to answer the phone but I was in a sleepy mode and I keep ony pressing the wrong button.He missed call me TWO times!Arghhhhh!!!

Pn.Vasantha pranked us by telling us that we meed to take Biology paper 4 next week.But still,we get to pranked another teacher xD. PN. ROSSIDAH!PN.ROSSIDAH! Ahahahaha...

First,

Pn.Rossidah:Ok,semak kertas kamu,Chemistry 3,ada 6 ms tak...............(telling about the rules)
Yit How:Cikgu,ini Biology la...bukan Chemistry la....
GuanRen,Jing Yong and a few join the crowd...:Yalo..cikgu,ini Biology la...Bio la..Bio la...
Pn.Rossidah:Betul?...(flipping the paper)...
Everybody laughed,Yit How said:Cikgu,April Fool's Day!
Pn.Rossidah:Gave the sulky face...and laughed too!

The second time.

Pn.Rossidah:Shhh...Jangan cakap lagi.
Sum: Cikgu,tengok Kow Yu Yang,DIA TIRU!!!DIA TIRU!
(Some of us smiled!)
Pn.Rossidah:Kow Yu Yang...(Looking left and right)Kow Yu Yang..Mana Dia...?
Then she looked at me,waiting for me to tell her
Me: Cikgu,(giggled) Dia tak datang la...
Pn.Rossidah:Showed the(you all arrr) face to us...
and all of us laughed...=]

she is FUN!=]

Wait,wait,Bridget pranked me too!I don't like you >.<
Bridget:Ting,ting...look your bag got bird shit.Got bird shit!
Me:Haar?Oh no,(stop) (looked around)Damn!
Bridget:Ting,Happy April Fool's Day!
Ting:SHIT YOU!

hee:)

For now.

Love.
Ting.

P.S//I think Kalye's hands should be chopped off=] She is wayyyy too dangerous!
ily.

Thursday, April 01, 2010

Friday, March 19, 2010

Sunrise.

So much things I want to type,but I couldn't waste my time anymore!So,here's a short post.

There are so much things for me to do but I don't feel like doing it.I hate rushing,holidays are going to end and when school reopens ,I can't imagine what's going to happen!

Anyway,went out yesterday morning to Kalye's house to study.Then came back around 11 and then went out with Bridget and Sandy.We celebrated Sandy's birthday,although is next week.We had lots of fun,Sandy was hilarious.She is always crazy. xD Well,came back around 6 pm.

Then packed everything and went for tuition.Its going to be Mr.Ken's birthday this Sunday but gave him a suprise yesterday!Ate cake AGAIN!Oh my....I'm going to gain weight soon.

As for today,Saturday,is my elder brother's birthday!Happy Birthday!=] May you stop bullying me!xD

Pictures,took pictures with my retard gang,but I'm not really free to upload it now.So,till next time!

Love.
Ting.

Friday, March 19, 2010